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VultureTamer (NLI)
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Date: January 09, 2013 03:10AM
You guys rock my freaking socks. Thank you for the input....I am revising this right now.
BUT....I'm even MORE pissed, if that's even possible.
The person who interviewed my son, turned out to be the only "reasonable" member of the bishopric, whom is a friend of my husband's, who has been rather genuine throughout the years.
He and my husband went out for fries and shakes tonight, ironically, as they have done for many years, every month. It has been a good friendship, no pretense.
Anyway, I got the info from my son earlier this evening, and typed up my letter and posted here. Just as hubby & friend were about to head out to eat, friend/bishopric member came by and sat down for a few minutes while I spewed my anger about what had happened.
He was taken aback.....had NO idea of my request (I suspected he didn't, that the bishop had not told him).
I explained a little bit to him, some of my reasons, which should resonate, because he sits on a school board & is also a school teacher....he knows good and well that no minor is allowed to be behind closed doors in *that* environment. And my point is valid.
Anyway, he apologized, felt badly. He looked really sheepish, and I explained this was NOT personal in any way,shape or form.
He did tell me, however, that the interviews were benign, and that they only asked, "do you live the law of chastity?".
WELL GUESS THE EFF WHAT????
My kid did not know what that term meant. (I'm a complete failure, obviously......damn smartest kid ever, and didn't know what that meant....gah!)
So.......he asked, innocently enough, "What does that mean?".
And the guy said that he explained that "there are certain things between a man and a woman, that we shouldn't do until marriage". Ok, fair enough......
And the kicker: "That we also don't touch ourselves *inappropriately*".
DEAR BABY EFFING JESUS.
The damage is done. Second interview of his life, and I couldn't save him. I'm so pissed. I could cry.
I have tried so hard, so desperately, not to allow my children to feel ashamed of their bodies. I have subscribed to a rather open way of parenting, per Dr. Bill Sears series of parenting books that I devoured as a young mother.
I took some hell over it, when my brother read part of one of my books that discussed masturbation specifically....that when young children begin to explore, that it's NORMAL. And that if it makes the grown ups uncomfortable if the child is doing something like rub on the couch, to excuse the child to do that behavior in private.
And the book continues with advice that a child should not be shamed or made to feel that their bodies are bad. That private things can be private....none of mom or dad's business type of ideals.
That is the polar opposite of how I was raised, but I knew as soon as I read it, that my kids would be taught not to feel ashamed.
SO.....there it is. I feel sick. Sick to my stomach.
Couple that with the fact that my son said this to me tonight, when we were discussing the interview: "Mom, I might agree with you about having someone in the room with me, if I knew WHY!".
I told him it was a grown-up reason, but then did explain that NO ONE is allowed, such as the principal at school or a teacher, to meet with a child and close the door & ask personal questions.
I left it at that. He is well aware that no one is to interview him alone. He won't call me if it happens on the fly, because his father has a stranglehold on him.....dad & church are one in the same. And dad thinks it's absurd to have to sit with our son in an interview.
But like I said before, Dad is a good ol' boy, and a complete wussy when it comes to any type of confrontation.
FML.