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Date: February 07, 2013 12:32PM
I just finished reading the thread about obnoxious mormon dental students with their "loser stay-at-home mom wives." I can see why people would be disgusted with those who choose to stay at home and continue to add children if they can't pay for the ones they have without taxpayer subsidy, but is it always such as bad thing for one parent to stay home with the kids as long as the family is footing their own bill?
I waited to have kids longer than I wanted to, and I had half the number I wanted. I finished college before having any of them. I waited so long, in fact, that I had a hard time getting kids once we decided to try because I was apparently past my fertility peak. My husband and I, when it was just us, worked hard and lived in a crap neighborhood to save money before we had kids. We fixed up a dive that we bought there, saved as much money as possible while living there and fixing it up, and just before starting our family sold our fixed up house for a decent profit and used that and the savings we had built to put a very nice down payment on a very modest house in a much nicer part of town. Though I wanted at least one more, we stopped at two kids because that's how many my husband thought we could afford.
I chose my college major very poorly and ended up *hating* that kind of work. I know I was a bear to live with because I was so miserable in that field of work. I finally started my own business in a loosely related field, both to give my schedule flexibility because by then we had kids, and also to make me more sane. This job has never personally fulfilled me at all, but modifying the kind of work I was doing at least made my work tolerable to me. I wasn't making as much money, but we continued to live simply and rather frugally (and on our own dime, not taxpayers').
Fast forward a bit and we started noticing that our kids were being shoved to the back burner more than we were comfortable with because both our jobs became more and more demanding of time for less and less return. We felt like our kids were taking second to our jobs. So my husband told me he was okay with trying to make it on his income alone and that I could now focus on the kids. I cut back gradually on work and now am only doing enough to keep my feet wet and not close the door entirely. We've already noticed a positive difference in our kids, in our relationship, and in my mood. I am very personally fulfilled being a mom (I waited a very long time to get started on that project and thoroughly enjoy it). I feel like my kids are benefiting from me having more time for them. I don't want to sound too "mormony" on this, but I feel some of society's problems have roots in parents not raising their kids after giving birth, but just turning them loose to raise themselves, and I am not sure why SAHMs are so looked down upon. They don't get paid, but they are actually doing a valuable job. As long as they are not doing that on someone else's dime (other than an agreement between a couple about who will contribute what), why is it a decision that elicits scorn from society in general with the feeling that every SAHM is a spoiled trophy wife or a parasitic loser? I am neither. The price I paid by waiting to have kids, by limiting the number of kids, by living simply without a lot of extravagances, I feel, was worth it to be able to raise my own kids after that long wait.
Am I missing something?? Should I be feeling more guilty about this? Can't it ever be the right decision?? (Obviously, I am still struggling with plenty of guilt. I felt guilty before because work was pushing itself ahead of my kids in the priority line too often and now I have these moments of guilt that I shouldn't be this content kissing my husband good-bye to go to a job he doesn't love either so I can enjoy concentrating on the kids. And BTW, hubby would go *crazy* to be stuck at home with the kids....he loves them, but the Mr. Mom thing would drive him nuts!)