Posted by:
haylee22
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Date: March 30, 2013 08:28PM
I'm sitting in the chapel, silently shaking my head at this... Crap. I don't know if anyone else is tuning in, but I've just noticed how shallow the church is. They have no depths to their lives. Everything is so superficial, everything is so... Fake, not that my eyes have been opened. It doesn't make sense. There is so much more to life than not drinking coffee, not attending 'bad' people, only hanging out with LDS people. There is so much more to life than the scriptures, than the 'Redeemer of the World,' than seminary, and church. I don't get it. Why had I ever believed this BS? Why can't others see around me that what they believe is a big, fat, giant lie. There is no such thing as the absolute truth, but then why do they claim it is? Is it normal to be this angry after I realized my entire life, I was betrayed and fed lies? The girl next to me is staring at me while I am typing this, no likely judging because I am on my phone. But what does it matter? How do you find the strength to break away from the church and it's fruad?