Posted by:
apatheistnotloggedin
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Date: May 16, 2013 05:09PM
"I think avoidance is passive aggressive if you have previously agreed to do something, but are trying to get out of it by not answering calls, the door or emails. Definitely."
You're exactly right. Unfortunately mormonism warps the point of view for so many of its members. When you're "called" to serve in any "volunteer" capacity, it is oftentimes general practice that the person just accepts. To do anything otherwise would be to question the priesthood authority of the man doing the "calling", therefore questioning the divine inspiration of the church all the way up to the lard himself if one really wants to press the issue.
This spills out not only into religious life but even day-to-day life, especially where there's hoards.. I mean, concentrations of mormons. If Bishop Jackwagon thinks he has divine authority over you at church, he could quite easily think he has authority over you outside of the Steak Center. Or Sister Jackwagon, his wife and just so coincidentally called to be Relief Society President, may feel she has authority over you both as RSP and as the wife of a man of gawd. Furthermore, gossip leaks through like a seive so for you to object or resist could easily lead to further judgemental behavior from your friends and neighbors and possibly even coworkers.
So if ol' BJ decides to call you to work in the nursery AND scrubbing toilets on the weekends, the negatives from refusing can be quite strong when you've been programmed for acceptance since you were blessed by a large circle of middle-aged guys in cheap suits with bad breath. Likewise if SJ asks you to babysit her brood of hyperactive, obnoxious children, you're risking passive-aggressive retribution if you decline.
If you have a strong, assertive personality then great.. you might survive. But cowardly fools like myself would be much more likely to accept the assignments, because how can I not? But you're damned sure going to have a hard time actually getting me to perform those assignments. If they are done, it'd be at the last minute with great haste and sloppiness. And I'll resent you with the bitterness of a thousand lemons.
Once you've done this enough times, it's hard to remember how to function non-passive-aggressively. To be honest there's nothing for me to "remember" because that would imply that I wasn't passive-aggressive at some point. My cowardice, co-dependency, fear of confrontation and passive-aggressive behavior have literally destroyed some of the most important relationships and opportunities I've ever had in my life. Even with my clocks set forward almost 20 minutes I arrive late to everything. I've allowed myself to be ripped off - I am literally aware that I'm getting screwed, but don't have the courage to speak up - so many times it's utterly pathetic. It really, really sucks.
What's the point of this rambling, you ask? I'm not sure. Mostly letting off steam. I guess my point would be when you've been passive-aggressive for so long, it can potentially seep into every facet of day-to-day life. Tscc helps to spread this behavior like a virus. There's no way to win. And I despise them for it.