Posted by:
provoisboringhell
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Date: May 23, 2013 01:01AM
Firsttimer, please don't be hard on yourself. I'm in the same situation and try to make the best of it.
I will not repeat what other posters have replied with advice.
Suffice to say, you should be mindful of your finance, tolerating your parents' idiosyncrasies since you live under the shelter they kindly provide but with rules, and remembering that life is what you make of it, not struggling in the rat race.
The rat race means some people have accomplished at your age, but -- this is my guess -- at some greater cost to their mental health and finance in trying to acquire the best things in life - fancy house, vehicles, spouse and children, leading to a very stressful lifestyle with the constricted freedom.
Constricted freedom means struggle to make the ends meet by overworking to pay the bills -- mortgage, vehicle payments, insurance, grocery, entertainment, upkeeping, savings and retirement investment, whatnot -- while not spending enough quality time with the wife and children, to their detriment.
Constricted freedom means less quality time to spend with the wife because of stress that might lead to friction and less satisfactory sex life, potentially leaning towards divorce for the myriad of reasons, in part attributed to trying to provide everything at once at cost to your or someone's happiness.
Constricted freedom means too much to do on the list and less window of time and opportunity to take the needed week-long vacation to wind down and relax and forget what trouble the man and wife back home. Taking the vacation periodically re-charge man and wife and restore energy with the improved or fulfilling sex life (assuming the children will be well-cared for with expected expense).
Constricted freedom means spending oneself into excess debt, including education, from which extrication would be difficult without sacrifice of certain habits for enjoyment (like dining out often). Spending money frugally, for example put 10% of your regular paycheck in the savings for a feasible goal and thrift or discount store shopping for items and clothes, is wise money management in resolving certain woes with the flexible or firm plan.
Constricted freedom means once you marry, you're stuck with it for life with spare room to improve, unless she's open to you trying to finish a degree and work your way up to the shared financial freedom, until separation and divorce for irreconcilable differences and other reasons. Argument over money is one of the common reasons for divorce.
Trust me, I've been there with financial woes, living with the parents and struggle in higher education to find myself. Not to mention always dateless.
Another advice is, you might look into bodybuilding and cardio fitness (running on the treadmill regularly like 3 times a week with controlled diet) to improve the self-esteem. It worked for me (albeit to the limited extent) in improved esteem for healthy outlook and appearance of fitness that is appealing to prospective women in dating and marriage.
The healther your outlook is, the more optimistic you will feel, which will be motivational to improve the quality of life by setting the realistic goals such as moving out after sustaining financial independence, finishing the degree with little or no debt and quitting (leaving) the poor job after landing the desirable job that define your social identity.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 05/23/2013 01:04AM by provoisboringhell.