Posted by:
wolfsbane
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Date: June 05, 2013 11:18PM
It's been 4 months since discovering the truth and resigning. Just when I think I'm doing good with my recovery and go a day without coming to RFM I have a conversation with a TBM and I'm right back at square one. I've been coming out slowly to friends and family. I posted a picture of a delicious alcoholic beverage I had yesterday on a social media site and my TBM cousin in law that I don't even know all that well reamed me for having a drink.
We had a lengthy conversation via I/M and I told him how happy I am out of the church and he called me a liar and told me it's impossible to be happy outside of the church and I need to change my heart. He said that he knows TSCC is true by experiences to sacred to share with me now that I'm an apostate but he will tell me after I come back.
I love how he knows what makes me happy more than I do. I just have to remember that he is a victim, just like I was. I don't hate him. I hate what Mormonism has done to him.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 06/05/2013 11:18PM by wolfsbane.