I was kind of curious about that myself. Last night when I finished reading part 12 it left me wanting to know more.
I don't think I've ever read a more saddening story in my life. I could relate to you on some levels, and your story almost made me cry a few times, and I'm not usually one for emotion.
I sympathize with you, but I also wanted you to know that your story is very well written. It is so surreal in the way you articulate the details of the story it almost seems fictional to me. You definitely have a talent for writing and storytelling. Use it! My heart goes out to you friend.