Posted by:
frustrated
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Date: June 28, 2013 10:53PM
I posted this in a fb group but I'm so frustrated right now but don't want to bother everyone and they are busy. So I figured I could bother you all. :)
*Not usually one to swear or get angry but it's warranted today. I am so fucking tired of bending over backwards for people and organizations (my work, the church) and not having it reciprocated. There is no loyalty, no flexibility, nothing left to show for the sacrifice and effort you put in. You'd think I'd learn that by now. But no. I try to help people out as much as I can, not expecting anything, but hoping they would return the favor if needed. And then nothing. I am not a cutthroat person. I'm not one to put the "bottom line" above all else. But apparently that's what makes the world go round. I don't like these life lessons. I don't want to surround myself with these people but I'm stuck for right now.
Why don't they care about helping the individual? Why don't they care about making things better for everyone? When did it turn into this?