I also have to say thank you so much for your help and advice on my last 2 posts. All of you have truly lightened my spirits up and gave me the clarity I needed to move things a long at the pace I have. So again thank you to everyone on this wonderful site for helping me through this rough time in my life.
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So I wrote here over 2 weeks ago on how I was going to tell my husband and I have since told him. He is devastated but he doesn't want to get a divorce. He wants to work hard at our marriage but he is crushed. This is going to be the hardest thing ever. Since I was a convert of 17 years and my husband is born into the Church I really don't see him leaving. I know he is in total shock right now
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I'm sorry for the run on sentences I'm just upset.
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I wrote here for my first time the other day and I just had my counseling session. I haven't talked to my husband yet. I'm so confused and I feel sick. My husband, I think, feels something is up because he asked to go on a date tonight and was wondering where I was during my appt. A few questions I have... 1. All of the "good" feelings I had - what were those all of these y
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Wow. I'm so moved by all of your posts and advice for me. I sincerely can't thank you enough. I also wanted to let you know that ironically as I was driving to my sons baseball game the Bishop called me- I didn't pick up since I was driving - he was calling to check on me and see if I was ok.... Which is what he said in the message. I thought that was interesting since of the post I out tod
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I only said "drop a bomb" because honestly he has no clue. Maybe he does since I have backed way off from church etc.. I'm normally very independent. I also am not up his butt, do my own thing, and stand up to his crap. I just know that if the worst did happen I'm not prepared now. I will try to separate the 2 and not look for the worst scenario but I'm just nervous. I don
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I so appreciate your help and advice. It's just nice to finally tell someone because I have kept this all in.
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Camel- thanks to my phone spell check
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I have made an appointment with a counselor - alone - on Monday @ 11 am. The straw that broke the cameras back is after all this doubt I was actually looking to prepare for my lesson and came across the CES Letter. I read it and it confirmed a lot of my questions. Then it snowballed from there. I immediately got a sub for the lesson and trying to find a way to move forward with leaving the
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Thank you. I have failed to mention I am a part time photographer and model/actress that brings a minimal income but not enough to support my 3 children, 13,11 and 9.
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I'm really struggling. I didn't know if anyone would give me advice you may have. Since about 2007 I have gone back and forth on this but now I can no longer be apart of something that I don't believe in. I'm a convert to the church - at age 21- my husband has been a Mormon his whole life, return missionary. Except when I met him he wasn't active in college. We started dating and really
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