I was in the Morg for almost five years, and although most of the brainwashing is gone, I still have some "suds" left. I still feel a little uneasy when grabbing a starbucks or black tea from the gas station (even though its delicious!) I still feel weird seeing a woman pastor or preacher. I still worry if I'm showing too much skin even though my DBF says I look fine and not like a hoe
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I am having an issue with this currently, as I was a convert to LDS. I tried to believe that everything the church claimed itself to be was in fact true, everything from JS to the books he wrote. I figured, it must be true, because why would a man with an elementary education waste his time to write hundreds of pages of stuff that isn't true? for one thing, POWER. Then I'm starting to question if
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I was fifteen when my mother remarried. He was raised mormon and although he never fully followed the sabbath or WOW, our family looked into the mormon church when we moved to the east coast. At first, the members were incredibly friendly. I was invited to girls camp and had a great time learning outdoorsy stuff and connecting with girls my age. There were some things I found a little weird about
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