Date: January 01, 2014 12:45AM
Here's the score: I've received 3 Happy New Year texts from three men who want to sleep with me, but I don't reciprocate the feeling. Only one of them I felt comfortable responding to.
One man outside of those three is supposed to be moving in with me next week. I texted him Happy New Year six hours ago and still haven't heard back. He struggles with alcoholism but he is so sensual and delicious.
Man number 5 is the one I dream of most, and the one whose company I have most recently enjoyed. He is a prominent yoga instructor and featured in websites and news articles all over the capital city here, and has sworn me to secrecy about our trysts in order to keep his private life out of the public eye and not let it interfere with his classes. And I can only speculate there are so many others who he holds to the same vows of secrecy but I'd never wish to discuss such fragile thrings with him. He is most wonderful above all, and any hotblooded human has every right to be in love with him. Therefore I know better than to call, text, email, flirt, etc even though he occupies all of my wishes & daydreams.
And the grand default:
I am alone most nights and tonight because the men who want me and the men I want are not synching up.
Happy New Year :-)