Posted by:
morgana
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Date: March 18, 2014 06:38PM
I remember being in high school and thinking that seeing a garment top under a white shirt was nice, but I was not into the RM look. I could always tell the Utah Mishies before they even opened their mouths, because of how they parted their hair--not in the middle, not on the side, but somewhere undescribable right in between. I felt like I was supposed to be attracted to the RM look, but I wasn't. I was attracted to the guys who smoked cloves in the smoking circle with their black dyed hair and eyeliner, who listened to The Cure. But I dressed in what I had, which was my MollyMo clothes. We had very little money my clothes had to do double duty for school and church functions. But I was allowed to show my shoulders then, and I would. I listened to The Cure, too. Sometimes I hung out in the smoking circle so I could talk about music, but my sister or some other MollyMo would usually spot me and call me out on it, or gossip about me. I didn't even smoke. There was apparently something wrong with me being associated with those people. Not that it really mattered--I could only talk about music with them, and they had politics and other social issues to talk about. But I never could get attracted to that RM look. So I dated artists and musicians, of average attractiveness. I had a bf who had a retro-50's thing going on, pompadour and all! He didn't have a handsome face, he was tall and thin, and very engaging personality. But finally I found someone with a good mixture of funny/geeky/cool/romantic/handsome who dresses kinda casual, kinda retro. He used to wear glasses when we dated, but he ditched them. He has very nice eyes and is the first of "average build" after all the tall guys I dated before. My parents first impression was he was "easy on the eye!" haha, whatever that means. I'm super attracted to him, everything about him. His personality alone would do it, and how well he treats me, but I think he gets more physically attractive every day, too. He looks the most like a Mo, yet he is not a Mo. Outside of that...there is no outside of that for me.