Posted by:
Cold-Dodger
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Date: May 10, 2015 09:09PM
I have mixed feelings about it. I have kept my apostasy to myself. As far as my family knows or cares I've still got an uber testimony. He seems happy enough. He's a lot like me, though, and so I worry mission life may chew him up and spit him out. Maybe this isn't something I'm meant to stop. I don't think it would make any sense to them if I suddenly exposed myself and started bashing the church. I'm starting to wonder if there ever is a good time or if they need to know ever. I'm tired of a duplicitous life, though. I've felt this way since long before I doubted the church.