Posted by:
anon666
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Date: August 10, 2015 09:09PM
So, I just found out that my DW outed me over a year ago. My wife called and had me resend an email she needed from her “Sent” folder. She had sent it to the wrong address. I have never gone into her email before. Anyway, there were only a few items in the folder, but there was one string of messages that had a title that caught my eye as it said “anon666 family issues”. Here is what I found:
From DW:
Bishop,
I was going to send you a long e-mail detailing what's going on in our family right now...but I don't have time right now. Suffice it to say that anon666 is having testimony issues right now...he won't accept help or ask for a Priesthood blessing. Right now, all we can do is love him...and pray for him. So your prayers would be gratefully accepted (at least by me).
From BP:
Thank for letting me know what you guys are going thru and I would love to have any more details you would like to share when you have time. He, and your family, will be in my prayers. Would a visit from me be helpful? -BP
From DW:
I don't have much time...but I really think he'd be suspicious of a visit from you...he hasnt' felt very welcomed in this ward...in fact, he really feels like some members of this ward have tried to get us to leave. We both know that this is where we're supposed to be, though.
He's been reading a lot lately about all the different versions in print about the 1st vision. He found out about a journal the Joseph F. Smith just put in the archives that was in Joseph Smith's handwriting that didn't include the appearance of God the Father and Jesus Christ to Joseph. He's just unsure right now about what is true and what isn't. He wants to know why the Church tried to cover that up and didn't publish it when they found it. He's wondering now if the Book of Mormon is true, if the Priesthood is true, if families are forever. I think there's a lot of anger in his heart...I just hope and pray that he isn't past feeling.
From BP:
I felt something as I shook hands Sunday but haven't been attentive enough. I talked to bro Bigmouth this summer, I think he is/was your hometeacher. He was concerned but was trying to address it. Besides prayers, what can we do?
End for now.
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OK, just a note to clarify a few things. I did ask DW for help finding the answers. She wouldn’t even look at the questions. Also, bro Bigmouth is not and never was my home teacher. It is interesting to note that the bishops second counselor became my home teacher about a month after this exchange occurred.
Anyway there is more I don’t think I want to share right now. They hatched a plan to give me a calling (SSP). A calling I took only for the sake of DW to save her from the humiliation of having an apostate husband.
I feel betrayed, but I don’t care. It does kind of bother me a bit that I don’t care.
I hate this EFFIN church.