I could no longer align myself with an organization whose very foundation was built by an adulterous, lying, conniving sexual pervert who was banging 14 year old girls and "marrying" other mens' wives.
Thats my attitude, on the internet, but in real life, I've got good friends who are Mormon, who are fully aware of every dirty rotten deed committed by JS and BY, yet they still sing the praises of a rapist, and send their kids on Missions to go convert the world to thus bogus, institution of bigotry. I dont get what makes them so different from you and me.
Interesting. I really started losing trust after reading Under The Banner of Heaven. I lost all trust in the Brethren when I read Steve Benson's 'Why I Left". I should have lost all faith in thenbwhen they changed the temple ceremony and took out all the suicidal oaths they told me were required for exaltation. Then removed for no reason, with no explanaion whatsoever.
I can't believe in a kind and loving Father in Heaven who loves each of his children and yet allows them to inflict so much pain & suffering to each other as if it were nothing.
I hated being pestered by a TBM asshole who kept invoking the "your Dad would be so happy if you came back to church (a place I hadn't given a fuck about in decades) and brought your wife". He had no fucking clue about the loving respectful relationship I had with my dear father. Something he is lacking with his own children.
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I had done all the things that were required of me and the promised blessings never materialized, as prayers were never answered, priesthood blessing given or received did nothing, and Council from the Brethren always produced the opposite effect of that which was promised, so NOTHING EVER WORKED, period.
Mine at first,was because I hated always being put on the spot when asked to give the prayer or read in RD or gospel doctrines class. I just get very nervous and have a hard time. I'm always embarrassed to say " no". I've been like that since grade school. I finally stopped going when we moved out of state, but still read the church magazines and books. It wasn't until I came here ,and found out through the Internet, church teachings that I never knew existed, especially JS, and different versions about everything. Hockey
I saw what action the cult took when someone I love needed help - they took the deplorable road that benefited the cult and couldn't care less for those they left in deep pain on the side of the road.
Blew 'em off upon learning that Masonic-Illuminist agitators in old New England had conspired to set her afoot along with many similar church-fronts (see carvings on the SL Temple walls).
I studied Mormonism Shadow or Reality on my mission in order to be able to refute the arguments of anti-Mormons or "misguided" non-Mormons who heard anti-Mormon arguments. I realized the antis were actually the ones telling the truth and my testimony collapsed.
The construction of lies in Mormonism kept lining up like dominos until the winds of truth blew each lie over causing the whole lined facade to topple successively leaving nothing worthwhile standing.
I left the LDS Church because I could no longer believe in any of it as the entire claim of visions, hidden golden plates, Book of Mormon translations, etc. by Joseph Smith Jr. were complete fabrications about imaginary people, places and things that never will have any validity.