Posted by:
Rebeckah
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Date: May 15, 2011 08:08PM
I can't even go to her because I have a cold. Usually I stay with her while she's in the hospital. It gives me great peace of mind to do so. Now, I'm sick and can't risk Grandma or the other people in the hospital (since she'd go to the floor for respiratory issues).
This is her fourth time in 7 weeks. She's 95 1/2 years old. She's had interstitial lung disease for many years now and already lived longer than most do with it. I'm afraid this is it and stressed because I can't be with her. If it is, though, I'll go with a mask and sterilize my hands well. I'm almost over this cold, although I'll sound sick anyway because I keep crying.
Just reaching out. You folks here are some of my best friends.