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sunbitch
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Date: April 29, 2017 06:42PM
My TBM mom wont give me the netflix password because I like to watch stuff that she doesn't agree with. I just got a paying job so I am currently saving up money to move out and be on my own eventually-Should I just get an account and pay for it myself once I move out? It just doesn't seem fair.
I doubt she would even give it to me even when I go to live on my own. I'm sorry if It sounds like i'm complaining, i'm really not, I am doing my best to make money with a nice paying job that I currently have right now and I am respecting my parents and not complaining with what they are giving me, I'm doing much better about keeping things to myself.
Working a nice job has given me peace of mind. I just wish that she would share her account password with me so that I could use it when I move out, because she gave my tbm older sister it, but I guess that's just mormonism for ya, it's like if you watch something R rated it's "soo horrible"-To be very honest with you, the rest of my TBM family doesn't trust me with anything either, just because of everything that I do doesn't match there standards, none of them ever talk to me or acknowledge me at family gatherings and such and I have been as sweet as a button to them all, :/
I just think it's ridiculous of her that she doesn't trust her own son. Including my family, mormonism is just such a cult, I have tried to love my family and give them compliments and hang out with them. Nothing I do works, but I actually watched a movie the other night called Jesus Camp and it makes me want to fully believe that it is not me whatsoever and they believe nothing but awful brainwashing cult bullshit. I even tell her everything and she still talks to me like a child. Can anyone give me some hope? thankss! -Positivity and sparkles guys, I promise I'm trying to change my ways as an adult and not trying to rant! (:
Edited 3 time(s). Last edit at 04/29/2017 06:51PM by sunbitch.