Date: June 11, 2018 02:50PM
Wander off as much as you can.
Wander on and on and on.
Wear what you can/ must.
When in the company of those you can't trust to be yourself with.
Vacations are nice. Even small ones. Longer ones are best. Soon you'll be out. FREE, at last! You've passed the test.
Soon, if not already, you'll be testing [quizzing] (others), if you want to, and testing yourself! Doing your own thing. Growing into yourself (and outta the 'church'). Building your dreams, philosophies, tree-houses and queendomes.
Can you layer? Wear something under-over something so switching is easier when you can escape to your own devices. That's how girls did it when I was a boy.
I wish I had dressed different/ better when I was a boy. I thought dressing was a toy. Something to play with, be fashionable in, explore. Boy was I right? Girl yes!
However, I was raised [LDS] in the country - and lowered in mormoni - and so had no standards to stand upon, and no good LDS girls to stand by, with, or for me, so I stood for, with, and by other girls, and boys, who could stand a confused and FORCED later day strain coming out to themself, and, the world at large.
I HAD TO do my own thing.
We all do, really.
You should too.
And, you will (are)!
Don't sell yourself short!
Soon you'll be a forever happy - socially, mentally, spiritually, physically, artistically... - former LDS, standing tall, having a ball. Not at the mall.
I hope you have a great time at camp. Make the best of it. Connect with other great fun friends and have folly in the forests, good in your food, and waves in the water. Find solitude. Creative pursuits.
Watch what you wear
Because they won't
Don't we wish!