Out and about
Date: January 31, 2023 11:29AM
I notice since being involved with the church I've become reclusive to an extreme. I'm naturally an introvert, so is my husband..but we have reached from that into reclusiveness. We don't really like, trust, or want to get to know people. I only have surface interactions. When I left I couldn't wait to remove church people from my social media..not all of them, some I talk with on there..but most.
I just feel this weird mixed of isolated and creeped out. I must come off like a complete weirdo but im pretty warm and friendly..I just geel exhausted mentally by my experience of being a member. I feel like everything is a cult..everything around me.