Posted by:
cinnamontoast
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Date: March 14, 2024 01:22PM
Local ward was determined to activate me. Each Sunday, men and young men stopped by to offer to do something for me. I thought to myself "I'm going to call them and see what actually happens." Sure enough, not one would actually come. "I don't really want to." I'd hear something similar to that. They assigned a woman as my visiting angel person. She lied about it. Said she was my "friend." Yet, around came the last day of the month. She begs to come by around midnight. I thought something was wrong. Then, I realized "Oh, it's the last day of the month." She has to report her visiting teaching tomorrow. Or, she'd stop by and say, "I just had inspiration that I should stop and see you. You needed something." She'd add that she was just going to visit teach after seeing myself. lol Funny. When I was really down and lonely, no one stopped by. One man actually started to show up a few times. Turned out he was an assigned home teacher. He told me if I didn't start attending church, he'd have nothing to do with me. Did he think that was charming? Suddenly, there is a new bishop. No one stops by. I get the feeling that I'm supposed to be learning my "lesson" now. What lesson? They won't help me anymore? They weren't helping me. It was just manipulative and abusive to be told they wouldn't have anything to do with me if I didn't come to church. But, that's probably the most honest thing they've said.