Posted by:
Matthew
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Date: May 01, 2012 04:00AM
So, I'm a non-believing mormon attending BYUI. I have already decided, before I came up here, that I didn't believe in the church, but I wanted to get out of my parents house and BYUI was the only affordable option I had. I'm on my second semester and I haven't (I think) found ANYONE who feels the same way I do. It's really hard to not be able to talk to anyone about how I feel. I keep having to lie to people about who I am: "When are you going on your mission?..."next year sometime." "Will you be the ward family history consultant and index dead people's names so we can baptize them?..."sure." It honestly feel like I'm gonna go postal! I really want to get the hell out of here but I have nowhere else to go, so for now I'm just stuck here.
Do you have any advice? Are you also up here suffering from the same problem? Please help...