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think4u
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Date: December 08, 2010 12:54PM
I have not posted for so very long before this T Perry thing happened to me, that I really forgot something very important. You all are right, it is up to each individual to decide what they choose to believe or not, and that is the way it should be. It was not my place to feel offended when some did not believe me, and it just does not really matter to me anymore.
Like my best friend , Col. Mormoni said, it was just so much fun to have a place to share the experience. He is out this am helping with grandkids but I don't think he will be gone to long. He is a very good writer, and his exit story is very interesting, so as soon as I talk with him I will have him post it here. He may be to humble to say this, but he has a masters and doctorate degree, is a brilliant man, and was once in the bishopric of his ward.
I was divorced on Nov. 17th 2008, and we met at Rumbi's Dec. 6, at 3 p.m., just a couple of weeks later. We have dated on and off, but I shall always love this good man. I suffered so very much through the past 2 years dealing with all 5 of my TBM kids, their spouses, and not being allowed to be alone with my grandkids.
I was married over 38 years and when I left my ex no longer wanted me. I lost every one of my old friends but one, I believe because I left so very publicly, I told everyone I knew I no longer believed, and apparently that is just not done here in Utah. It was hard, I mean really really hard, many tears, and C Moroni was there for it all.
My middle daughter had a 4 month old baby die this last year, and she still will not speak to me. She blames me for the death, because I did not have enough faith, mormon faith. It has been very painful, but I am a survivor, and with C Moroni's help, I have made it through, and am doing far better than I was last year at this time.
I used to post as moronomore, but changed that name because my kids spied on and found me here and I am sure found the name as well as the topics offensive. I don't think they have looked in quite a while because I just quit posting months ago, so I feel pretty sure they will never see this, but if they do, so be it. I am much stronger now and will just tell them to mind their own business, and that if they look they get what they deserve.
Mostly I just want to take a moment to thank Col Moroni for his undying love and support for me. He has never once wavered in that, even when I have dated others here and there a bit, he has just sat back and patiently waited. He is one remarkable guy and I know he will be happy to share his story here on line with you.
Col.Moroni., I will always love you for the very good man you are, and for all you have done for me, the countless acts of love and sacrifice, showing up in the middle of the night when the batteries in the smoke detectors were low and were beeping and I had no idea of what to do (we live only 10 min, apart here in Sandy), and a million other things big and small. You have pulled me out of depression when I was so low I did not really want to go on anymore. And now I'm tearing up as I recall the day you found me with the razor blade cutting myself, and took it from me, and just let me cry for hours it seemed. You are my hero, and have never, ever let me down. I know you wrote what you did trying to protect me as always, but it is okay. We have nothing to prove. I love you and always will. My life just would not ever be the same without you in it. Sorry, folks, this is a real love story, and you can believe it or not, but I just wanted to thank him once, publicly, for all that he means in my life. I love you Colonel Moroni, from my heart's bottom. Think4u
Edited 4 time(s). Last edit at 12/08/2010 09:56PM by think4u.