Posted by:
suzanne
(
)
Date: March 12, 2013 11:24PM
Today my mom attacked my integrity because I am lying to God by not going to church. This hurts because it is because of my integrity that I decided to come clean about my leaving tscc.
Lying to god? Denying the Holy Ghost?
It is all so crazy and the circular logic mystifies me. Pray until you believe, go to church until you have a testimony. My mom said it best today when she said that she knew I hadn't prayed about the "truthfulness of the gospel" with a sincere heart because if I had, I would now it was true.
Wy would I bother praying with an insincere heart?
Ugh.