im 16 and im really happy that i found this site. it helps me know that im not alone with my struggles with mormonism. thank you all so much for your replys you all have helped me so much.
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so heres what happened. my mom and dad made me go to church on sunday but i didnt even bother to go to sacrament or any of my other classes. before my mom left to go inside she took one look at what i was wearing ans said "your wearing that?" she said with a disgusted look and then left. i do admitt that made me feel kinda bad.i stayed in the van until my dad came out and convinced me
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there all trying to convince me to go.
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or sometime this week. if any of you had read my previous post,most of you will know why but i will repeat them again. -they are anti-gay and they think its the wrong choice to be gay and that its a sin. -ive never felt the burning in the chest like most people say and probably never will.i hate how they think they know the truth when really joe smith was a lying ass and a con man. -for some
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AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!ITS STARING RIGHT AT ME!
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that was awsome!
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i mean like when you were trying to leave and they try to convince you to come back etc.
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i really like it here too! its nice too know that people have gone through simular experiences and that your not alone.
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yay!!!!
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that would be AMAZING!
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pretty much whenever people ask me why i havent been coming to church or "is their any thursday activities you would like to do so you will come more often?" it makes me feel like all i want to do is snap and say drop it and mind your own buisness!
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the reasons why i had fun: achery,i got to sing a song and my friends were their reasons i didnt like it: they pretty much mentioned how people dont have the gosple dont have joy in their life, one of the leaders their gave the "stay on the right path talk" and said how she all looks forward to us getting married in the temple -since it was a stake camp people from differnt wa
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goodbye everyone! hopfuly i will see you all next week!
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i know how you feel. im 16 and trying to leave. im not saying all mormons are bad, but since i was little,i always felt lonley and ignored because i was the quiet girl and no one really talked to me.or even when my older twin brothers that have autisum(i think thats how you spell it)were younger and in a differnt ward, everyone would give my mom the dirtiest look ever.and as for the caffine brown
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its not exactly a lulliby but it could pass as one. its called "once upon a december" from the movie Anastasia i just love that song!
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all of them upset me. not only did he marry women that were already married, but married underage girls and by the looks of it cheated on his wife. he's sick and makes me want to trow up!
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now that i think about it, "follow the prophet" does seem kinda creepy. the only hymes i really liked were the chistmas songs.
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i know how you feel. even when people asked me what mormonism is my mind always went blank.maybe that was the way something was telling me it was false.
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sorry just realized today that i have offically been 16nyrs old for a whole week! yay!
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i saw a license plate a few days ago that said "oohlala"
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i have to go to young womens camp next week. they are letting me perform a song(actually one of the young women leaders put me up to it) im doing mean by taylor swift because it reflects how i feel about alot of things.
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pretty much sums it up lol :)
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i think its about 2 weeks from now.
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well mostley because they asked me to do a singing peformance for the talent night they will have and second most of my friends will be there so i guess i will have someone to talk to. im not looking forward to anything else though exspecialy any of the activities that we have to do out in the heat!
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i know how you feel. there were often times that i felt very ignored by most of the youth in my ward. i also told my bishop a few weeks ago that i hate going to church and that i plan on leaving.
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i wasnt able to really do anything on a sunday.wasnt allowed to go on the internet,watch tv or a movie,wasnt allowed to play outside with my friends, and my parents wouldnt let me read anything besides the scriptures or church magazines. another one is i wasnt allowed to drink iced tea.
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i got to meet him too! he did a concert here in Edmonton about 4yrs ago!
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