Posted by:
jonny
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Date: September 19, 2013 09:23PM
Since I am having an angio/cath for the heart next Tuesday, I have been extrememly anxious. I have read everything I could to reassure myself, but still.
I am only having my bff come, and my son, who insists, and maybe my ex will hang out. I will let my TBM brothers know, the one of course won't come. He is severely disabled and he couldn't get out at that time of the morning.
The other brother, who is also disabled but can still get out, lives a half block from the payson temple. He may insist, though I would feel strange with him there. The problem is he may very well say that I have to have a blessing. I know most mo's would, but I don't want one.
So if he asks, then how do I handle that? He should know better, but even after he knew we left the church he gave my son a BOM.
You know what is really stupid too? So I say no thanks to a blessing, and then something bad happens. Is that because I said no or what? I can't even believe I would even think that. I have no problem having someone pray for me to be ok and all, but that laying on the head and oil stuff freaks me out quite frankly.