Posted by:
rallychild
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Date: April 12, 2011 02:46PM
Hey everyone, just a little update on what's been going on with my family situation. So, last Sunday I was at home to get some help from a friend on homework for a big test I have this week, which meant I had to go home for a few hours, which meant I ended up talking to my TBM mom. Things became a little sour last time I was over at my house, resulting in me basically getting verbally abused by my mom because of my disbelief. Well, this time, we talked and things were a lot more calm and she just wanted to know where I "stand spiritually". I told her that I have no interest in going back to church, living what the church teaches, or ever having it be a part of my life. I told her that I need to focus strictly on school, getting a job, and supporting myself through the college years. I also told her that it would be useless to every try and gain a testimony again, because all of my doubts and concerns and questions have been answered from a different source: science and reason. She still believes that I didn't put forth the effort to ever get a testimony (which is partly true) but, there is no need now that I have found my answers and the church has been disproved in so many ways. It would be hard for me to ever accept the church as something I want in my life because it didn't really help me anyway. Life is looking up, I am doing well now, I am starting to figure out what I want to do with my life, and most importantly, I am happy. All without TSCC. I just had to share with you all that I am doing a lot better and I don't know what I would've done without all the amazing support and advice from you guys. Thanks.
rally