Posted by:
Amyjo
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Date: November 19, 2015 06:38PM
I've wondered about it but don't know for sure (like, who does?)
I've met people who I've felt a strong connection to and had a sense of deja vu that we'd known each other in a previous lifetime.
Two of them happened to be the loves of my life. The second of them I even dreamt about the night before we met that we were on our third honeymoon. Then we met for real less than 24 hours later - both of us volunteers for Big Brothers/Big Sisters. It was my first meeting, and he was on the board of directors, and got up to announce the guest speaker that evening.
In my dream we were standing at an airport terminal waiting for our plane, and he was looking down at me (I was a third person watching him and me in the dream,) when he told me "This is our third honeymoon," in a deep bass voice. I'd never seen him, met him, or heard of him before the following night when I went to my first ever volunteer meeting and there he was. When he announced the guest speaker I was completely blown away because his voice was even identical to that of the man in my dream. And so was his glistening blond hair, angular features, and all around good looks. He was the same man I'd dreamt about just the night before.
He died about two years later, unexpectedly. He died less than one year after my "first" love died, also unexpectedly.
The third person I knew we'd known each other before this life, was from high school. We were best friends @ Ogden High, until we both moved away to California to finish high school.
She died too, at age 48 from breast cancer. I've dreamt she came for me to take me with her on an adventure - but I declined her offer - because where she was going I'm not ready to go yet. :-)
After the love of my life died but before I knew he was gone, I dreamt we were married in heaven. It took me some time to figure out why I'd dream about him before we met, that we were on our third honeymoon. *Unless* it meant it was our third beginning and we've lived at least in two other lifetimes where we've known and loved each other.
He was a senior scientist for Westinghouse Idaho National Engineering Laboratory, aka nuclear scientist.
I was very young when he died, and my life sort of stopped. But I went on living anyway, got married twice, both times to the wrong men. And believe that God intends for me to be with him in the eternities. So perhaps love is eternal, and I'm proof there is more than this life based on my insights.
Do I want to believe in reincarnation? No, not really. I'd rather live on a continuum where memory spans eternity, and not parceled for a lifetime at a time kind of existence. Maybe some of us are older spirits than others? Or we're all old spirits with very short memories because we aren't allowed to remember our past lives, or even know what comes after other than we transition from one realm to the next and the great unknown.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 11/19/2015 06:43PM by amyjo.