Posted by:
Badassadam1
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Date: November 08, 2017 05:06PM
If one doctor can't or won't help you go to another. All pain has to be caused by something i believe. You just have to keep pushing to find the answers to the mystery. Not everything is simple to see and fix like a cut on your arm or a broken bone. He kind of motivated me a lot more cause he had pain where i did for 5 years and nobody believed him but we both found that acupuncture works pretty good for pain that doctors can not pinpoint. So yea even if i myself talk suicidal or whatever because of pain and cold weather, do not listen to me just like you don't listen to a mormon just keep pushing, even if it doesn't count for anything as my friend used to always say. Try to get the last laugh. It kind of hits a chord with me when i hear about teenage mormon suicide because that is where it began for me. I do understand what that religion does to you if you choose to live along side it instead of ending it all to escape. But maybe thats why i choose to live, maybe i can show a better way to those people eventually. I actually don't feel like a complete idiot with doctors anymore i understand things a little more having tried to repair myself for a while now. Feel like i am in reality more then before. Hopefully i can reach a certain point pretty soon here to give me confidence so i am not b#tching every two seconds to vent my frustrations that i never do in the real world hardly. Does jesus take over bodies and talk through them, the MRI tech just gave me the perfect info for an issue that i had and that he had, what the hell are the chances of that? F#ckin hell i lost my mind.