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Date: February 19, 2018 03:27PM
First get to a drop in counseling at school or college for quick stress management strategies and Make a huge graphic poster list your favorite music, list your favorite musicians, list your favorite food, sports, list your favorite style shoes, list your favorite clothes, list things you like to see. Make it big. Add color and graphics. Use collage or a color printer. Make a poster. A big poster. Glue graphic s or sparkles near things you like. May make another, poster monochromatic all class and monochromatic I do that whenever my printers out of color ink, plus, paint is expensive. You might try drawing in graphite regular pencil is graphite. Super leads are available at art supply stores. But between posters your listing your favorite music favorite drink favorite color favi rite shoes favorite hair styling your favorite dance moves WOW this is you.
I feel sad you noticed that led identity <think playdough mold you're the beautiful playdough ready to self roll > <think art dough you're the dough making beautiful beads package opened but you aren't a little bead baked set in stone yet your still playable fresh beautiful gorgeous artists bead clay ready to mix your style>
and I hope it doesn't worry you for long. If I could sit up cross legged alone toe tucked into edge of my calf sit shoukders back, breath in deep, dance my hips and think a chants ok BE ok BE ok it will be ok . <try that>
If you were nearby, I would pick the salmon pink camelias now in bloom by my door and give you an armful and crochet a band so you could put flowers in your hair. or hold beauty and you could wrap your arms around the flowers and bury your face in the salmon pink cameli a blossoms, and together we could walk among the plants by the path and not touch the cactus.
I am, you are, more than a brand name, more than a religions stamp through your thoughts or drawn on your skin or poured like a new color dye in your hair. You and I are actually like gossamer fractals of skills
Which make and create experiences or babies or bridges or music. And we dance
The religious or educated thoughts are like the strands on a suspension bridge, it changes how the cars flow through over the water
Your bridge is a well engineered thing called being human being. Bridging either star stuff or transition after growth in a uterus you are made bridging Your thought and emotion into acts dance creation art connection . Your suspension bridge is made of good strong stuff with cultural artifacts decorating it. Your suspension bridge is strong and able capable so you can dance, make experiences, use your exponential growth exploring using skills like a fractal a beautiful beautiful fractal.
The strongly built amazingly engineered suspension bridge is you. The fractal of beauty and expanding skills and some simple well loved songs or sports or clothes or hair hold beauty like a space saver for us. But we are more than the skills from second grade! When someone taught us cursive and we learned to type our first funniest app on our phone. We are more than the skills of preschool when we learned to walk. Now we dance.
If you were a little plant like these plants transplant from one pile of dirt in the earth to other pots or garden beds you are able to transplant your favotite things and skills come inside you to a new view in tge garden when you see a new perspective too just like agastacge, aretemisia, Asiatic lilies, monch aster, bee balm, bulbs, Goldstein back eyed Susan, cardinal flower, campanulus, thread leaves coreopsis, day lilies, feverfew, liatris, mind, obedient plant, public, consider serum Shasta daisy,Siberian iris, veronica, yarrow.. all transplant easily to other piles of dirt they get their roots lifted and tucked back in another garden bed with a blanket of mulch tucked in over them and they take off and they grow from another perspective, get a new view on the earth.
We choose our own music and we flow. We take our training and we apply it, we learn new apps everyday . Our phone and tablet get operating system upgrades, and we plug the system into power and we download it.
You can too. You can "download upgrades to your apps" you can "download the latest operating system for organizing your skill applications apps" which you select. Just as you select which apps to download in your phone, you choose when to open or use each app. You choose which messenger app is selected or which downloaded file storage you designated, you choose which song to play off your music files. If you don't like ones words conveyed you stop listening to it.
If this overwhelms you get in to see a high school or college counselor for quick upgrades on your survival skill system and support with your stress management flow chart,
get help filling in boxes on your graphic organizer about what feels good, things you like, places you like, your favorite music, your favorite book or movie and make one how-to fill that chart out!