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netflix now. had to turn off GC. Nauseating
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Yes, I caught that
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I somehow thought they would understand the reason I ex'd myself6 years ago was because I couldn't support the leadership in my stake/ward at the time and NEEDED to be true to MYSELF. But I got as far as Sunday School when the aggressive R.S. President practically jumped over the chairs to get my name so that " they could get my records" . I walked out and wrote in my journal tha
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Is she a lesbian and married to you?
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accusing someone ( male) of looking at me with lust. I got hell from it. They " punished" me by not letting me go on a mission ( a senior mission)
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I told my bishop I wanted to be excommunicated and he said I had no worthiness issues , so I am sure that I could be re baptized again If I request it
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I was lucky. During my TBM years I soooooooo wanted to be sent on a far away mission. But I am a life long apt renter and to go on a far away mission, you need to have some place to " come home to" in case you break an arm or leg. The TSCC doesn't want to be saddled with you if you become disabled
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Same here. Just water with a lemon slice
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Oh Gosh, my whole extended family are now addicted to the iPhone. No kidding. And the whole " me" thinking
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I graduated from Walter Reed Junior High which fed into North Hollywood High. I am looking for a girl named Cindy. Can't remember last name. If I saw her on the street, I would recognize her. I worked in the Los Angeles Temple around 2004-5 and if she was active then, I might have seen her. But I never did, I have pictures I took of her and me from YM Girls camp and thats all. Yes, I
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did you go to Poly H.S?
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anyone live in this stake during the above times? I am wanting to reconnect with some girls I went to Young Women's Girls Camp which was probably in the mountains in the Los Angeles area.
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so sorry for your loss. But now you have gained your sanity and freedom to think for yourself and pray to your God ( Jesus).
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Best book ever. Rip
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relationships, what there was of them. Not much actually. just superficial .
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welcome home:)
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So Sorry for your loss.
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met a gal at a lesbian party that is into this. She is going to Australia next month for two weeks to learn " how to love". She ask me on a date ( I am newly out as a gay women). She is taking me out to dinner ( her treat, she said). She has sent me links to this Divine Truth site and links to youtube videos ( which I haven't watched) . I am wondering if the dinner date is goin
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Is this another cult?
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That documentary is so cute! They are such a cute couple. I will probably look like the skinny one. I was put on synthroid and now I am losing my hair ( normal side effect) and when it grows back it will be gray because I am going to stop dying it blond . Yea! Yea for all! I feel real good. Coming out is great!
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No. I am not bi. I have had enough dicks in my vagina to last three life times. I was sexually abused and since my mother died when I was sixteen, I went to men for awhile and was promiscuous . So I have Pap smears every year to watch for HVP. And a bi life style for a women is just a girl toy for the couple " hiring " the third party. Not into that. yuck! I want to be married
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You know what is ironic? I went to Provincetown , MA in 1994 as a side trip when I went to Boston. mary Oliver lives is Provincetown, MA It was beautiful. I still have the pictures. I wanted to go to the most eastern part of the US. So I rented a car and drove all the way down Cape cod, past Hayannis Port and to Provincetown. I called the Natiional GLBT Hotline last night and spoke to a
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Thank you jersey girl . Yes, that movie, " the color of blue" was produced by a very demanding and possibly * abusive* male. There was a lot of blow back after it got an award of some type. The actors that played the lesbian couple where very outspoken about it. Thanks.
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Yes, it is like all my chakras are all lined up. It is like psychological chiropatric when one comes out. I didn't even need coffee that day. I was feeling great. Now I need to find a healthy relationship with a women. The thing is I have heard there are lots of lesbian relationships that are psychological abusive. Anyone see the French film " the color of blue" ? It was th
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I am gay and a female. I need support . I think being BIC and being born into a very sick family as caused lots of suffering in my life. I was attracted to a girl in Young women's girls camp,waaaaaay back when I was 16 years old. Due to my mothers death at that time I ended up marrying a schizophrenic . And had childern by him. I have had 25 years of therapy , but have not not therapy in
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Quite an interesting article . Quite the TSCC http://psychopathvictims.com/psychopath/psychopathic-character-assassination
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