Thankyou for your replies and help. I have wondered about finding Jesus in a non Mormon format. This would involve relearning what the Bible says, and meditating this. Who knows how much the Bible has been altered, with some suggesting that it has been changed into a controlling tool by the illuminated occultists and priests of the day. Meditation has been a life saver to me and it is how I gain
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well gee, i guess no one knows. Maybe sacrament is also a satanic ritual where we eat flesh and drink blood each week, but hey ho.
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I would like to know if there is a prayer or technique that can be used to rid one's self of the occultic, satanic demonisation employed by the church when bestowing upon me the priesthood, my patriarchal blessing, my baptism ritual, and other laying on of hands and communal sacraments and prayer activities which I have saturated my spirit with. Having been immensely deceived, I am worried about
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The more I think about it the more the two seem to have so much in common. Why is there a pentagram above the Salt Lake Temple Entrance door? Why are there all seeing eye signs and other illuminati / logos on church infa structure? Why is there allegedly the compass and square on each breast of the temple undergarmants. I think Mormons are one of the only Christian religions to believe they w
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I lasted 10 weeks at University. I went mad. I hoovered my room for nigh 2 hours, went bin picking at night because I could not stand the social tapestry. I ate from bins to give me a challenge. Form that I found a working fridge and hauled it into our student house to give us more room. Then I got chucked out my accomodation and put in a much better one closer to college. Then I missed a last
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Absolutely, it is one of my favorite pastimes to study other cultures, indigenous tribes and natures aspect all over the world - stupendously diverse, and then when you go to think of galactic possibilities with life's blue print converging with different matrixes of energy.
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Just wrote mine, and wish ppl could reply in that forum. There's simply too much to write because, invariably it is a very introverted journey - where your have to study within yourself and fight the demons to make decisions. Writing is cathartic, which is why I planned on writing a book of my peculiar experiences whilst travelling Everything being connected, all of my life has stemmed from be
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I will edit this more and more as time goes by perhaps, because I have not the stamina to write fully fledged right now. The main reason I left the Church was intellectually. My questions could not be answered. This was followed by an emotional stinted growth, because of the concepts that had been taught to me. This led me to try and liberate myself through uplifting electronic music.
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Some folks just go to socialise anywhoo - those who can't maintain friends in the rational world.
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Ex mormon conference would be a swell idea - what with all the interesting viewpoints that would tangent from such an otherwordly experience of being part of the cult of Mormon. At least we can relate to one another.
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I am new here, and am glad to see an active forum of like minders. How long has it taken you to be the person you are comfortable with being / aspire to be? Many may suffer from feeling if inadequacy to the 'normal' world after being conditioned into a way of dependence in the church. Many may also suffer feelings of unworthiness upon peeling away from the guilt ridden thought patterns. My jou
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I think it would be impossible to think that way when the main tenant of the church is truth - truth would take center stage in the morals of such a person who has the drive to get so far inside the institution. A natural reaction would be to spill the beans in order to stop generations of people being mislead and their quality of life adversely affected. From a basic instinct level - the truth s
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Bitches on Marsbarz
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ConcernedCitizen Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > ...Book of Fecal Matter? I wish this forum had ratings, because this deserves one.
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Brighams Bar Kalebs Pub Nauvoos Knickers
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That's brilliant, I never imagined there would be spies within the church, asking on forums what to dupe the unaware suspects. It is along the lines of me having a former ambition to surreptitiously lace the church social event punch bowl with some strong alcohol.
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To evolve, and enjoy the process. Then to aid evolution by passing down genetic codices and experience energy to physical incarnations of your creation. It's a strange journey out of the cocoon of false comforts that is the Church. You can be left with a underwhelming black hole of reality piercing through your shattered lenses of hope. It can take time to retrain the brain, bruised and mis
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I stopped reading at 'long forbidden'. Double facepalm.
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