No, it can't beat you, you must stay strong. Take for example Nancy Rigdon, she was only 19 and refused to be horny Joe's wife although she had a lot to lose, she resisted.
And you can beat the cult, just believe in yourself no matter what happen.
You are not the black sheep, you are not a worthless soul, you are badassadam, you are a good, sincere and brave person (you have to be very brave
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